fuck fuck fuck fuck
im so fucking pissed right now.
i have been starving since 7 o clock because someone forgot to buy my dinner. AND SOMEONE WHO SAID SHE NEEDED TO COME BACK TO STUDY FOR HER CHEMISTRY QUIZ SO SHE'D BE BACK AROUND DINNERTIME APPARENTLY DIDN'T FIND HER CHEMISTRY QUIZ IMPORTANT AFTER ALL.
and didn't even have the fucking courtesy to tell me that they'd be coming back late, like WAY AFTER DINNERTIME AND PAST THE 11 O CLOCK CURFEW.
i'd call mcD but im fucking broke right now.
and the reason why im so fucking pissed right now is cos i don't want to grow unhealthily thinner thn i already am.
Monday, May 12, 2008
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
sleep don't come easy
im tired, just tired.
tired of the stupidity of the random people i meet in various places especially around the place i stay. tired of the stupidity organizations display openly. tired of stereotype proving itself true over and over again. tired of doing the same old stuff day after day. tired of wondering what would happen, if. tired of weighing the pros and cons. tired of feeling unrest. tired of feeling discomfort. tired of hoping for change. tired of being polite. just tired.
i'm finally blogging again after two years. not that i didnt miss blogging, but spilling my insides out just didnt seem like an option to me. but a few days ago, something pissed me so bad i had to get it out of my system. from boiling, it turned to frustration, thn to confusion, which led to rationalization, and now - lethargy.
apparently writing helps me a lot, at least it used to. it has been my passion, and also an ambition. so right now, i'm gonna just write and write to indulge in something that may be garbage, but diamonds in the eyes of certain beholders.
So behold, my frustration in proverbs (if i don't feel liberated explaining it, i'd just leave it for intepretation):
1. BTN.
"If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all." Period.
probably i'll write another post on it.
2. Sunday.
It is not so much the gift that is given but the way in which the gift is driven.
and
It's better to be silent and thought a fool, than to speak up and remove all doubt loose my temper.
3. Street Kings and Queens.
watched IRONMAN!! nice movie, unbelievable technology, but comedically funny characters. then we walked around the huge mall, searching for toys r us, which i reluctantly tagged along, thinking to myself "kids these days...". turned out to be a fun wonderland filled with stuffed toys. lovely place, full of stuffed toys, plastic toys, and other wonderful creations, which include small round bouncy balls.
being a person who does not usually shout her affairs to the world, or even whisper it in an empty room, this is a pretty good start. :)
tired of the stupidity of the random people i meet in various places especially around the place i stay. tired of the stupidity organizations display openly. tired of stereotype proving itself true over and over again. tired of doing the same old stuff day after day. tired of wondering what would happen, if. tired of weighing the pros and cons. tired of feeling unrest. tired of feeling discomfort. tired of hoping for change. tired of being polite. just tired.
i'm finally blogging again after two years. not that i didnt miss blogging, but spilling my insides out just didnt seem like an option to me. but a few days ago, something pissed me so bad i had to get it out of my system. from boiling, it turned to frustration, thn to confusion, which led to rationalization, and now - lethargy.
apparently writing helps me a lot, at least it used to. it has been my passion, and also an ambition. so right now, i'm gonna just write and write to indulge in something that may be garbage, but diamonds in the eyes of certain beholders.
So behold, my frustration in proverbs (if i don't feel liberated explaining it, i'd just leave it for intepretation):
1. BTN.
"If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all." Period.
probably i'll write another post on it.
2. Sunday.
It is not so much the gift that is given but the way in which the gift is driven.
and
It's better to be silent and thought a fool, than to speak up and remove all doubt loose my temper.
3. Street Kings and Queens.
watched IRONMAN!! nice movie, unbelievable technology, but comedically funny characters. then we walked around the huge mall, searching for toys r us, which i reluctantly tagged along, thinking to myself "kids these days...". turned out to be a fun wonderland filled with stuffed toys. lovely place, full of stuffed toys, plastic toys, and other wonderful creations, which include small round bouncy balls.
being a person who does not usually shout her affairs to the world, or even whisper it in an empty room, this is a pretty good start. :)
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